i want to sing and dance and cry and SLEEP! my grad was last weekend and now i am trying to study for exams and find a strip club that doesn't serve alcohol

its going to be a difficult journey, but life always is, this last week has had up down and sideways points, i feel like i have once again walked in on my parents marking prestents under the christmas tree with santa's name. i feel so disallusioned. At the same time i feel like a whole new feeling of understanding has come over me -whether or not that is a good thing remains to be seen....

is is better or overestimate ppl or underestimate them? which is more rewarding in the end?