its almost all over--well somethings already are, but soon my whole world will change- and thats okay- i think i like it- but not.

one of the two plays i was in is over, which makes me utterly despondant. it was such a great experiance and i met some really great ppl, forged some friendships that i hope will blossom, discovered that ordinary peeps can be superheros-- well not ordinary- but some pretty good actors...
i'm scared. my childhood is coming to an end, and what have i done with myself- nothing , i haven't accomplished anything that i wanted- but i guess i had to decide what i wanted to begin with before i accomplished it. everything is happening so fast i hope i remember to breathe- but for now sleep is a good thing, something i have been remiss in making time for- among many other things and ppl.

i never write in this thing, i really should do it more ofteni am so forgetful, i love it , it makes me feel better-- what ever that means