i would like to let everyone in on a little milestone of mine... for the first time EVER i allowed myself to go out on a date on Valentines Day. i usually avoid it b/c it seems so sappy commitment based ( two things i hate EVER so much)... but this year was different... and i don' t know why yet-

btw- i stopped seeing the date from decemeber- he proceeded to get arrestd and charged the next week with fraud- you think you know a guy- so i am rather glad to be out of there- but i still really feel bad for the guy- it wasn't actually his fault-- so anyways- currently seeing a new guy who is a total thug/sk8r/deb - which pretty much = hot. he is a nice guy- change for me- and he seems to actually like me- i am in total shock- hence the reason why i allowed myself to be taken out on valentines day- i am worried about myself - but moving on...