hah- proved right with reason to worry- but no longer worried by reason.

sk8r/thug boy and myself are no more- but i am all the happier for it- i realized something- i am capable of love- although i do not appear to have mastered it- and i decided to fall in with the "wrong" guy- but i learned from him - so i guess that makes him right
lesson: weakness is just weakness- and i don't need a guy- i just like them- and that is perfectly cool

also learned the you don't have to cry when you get kicked in the emotional gut in order to realease your inner female
anyhow- as usual i have neglected this blog of mine horribly- so here goes an attempt to update myself....
Currently involved in rehersal for two plays, as well as attempting to keep afloat in academic subjects- swearing unmercifily at my cafe teacher- and turning purple...meawhile my body once again hates me and it appears i am once again heading into the office of treatment via pills and prods. sometimes it would be nice to rip in half