life is still confuseing- but i guess i am getting used to it. there are going to be a lot of secrets in my l ife for the next little while- but not lies- never lies again- i will be straight with my friends- they ask i answer- they don't ask i don't answer- that will be the way of it eh?? funny how life trys to repeat it self- even more funny how i don'think i am going to let it.